Social Security Office my beloathed
Mar. 3rd, 2023 07:59 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
verchielmarchIm going to the social security office......... Sam and Frodo....... bitches... help !!!!!!
I really dont want to go LOL my local office is super annoying and doesnt allow for appointments still, doesnt let me have water while im there, AND its this super packed little room they make you wait in. Like buds if youre worried about covid safety... how is this better?
Really hoping it wont be as slammed today as it was when i tried to go on tuesday. I really don't want to be waiting in there forever. Ive got stuff to do! Well, not really, I just want to crochet and sit in bed. my period just started this morning so im cranky !!
At least afterwards me and Xan (my brother) are meant to go out to lunch and get some ice cream as well! We're both off today so hopefully we can get up to a bit of fun. Ive been pretty on edge recently with all the goings ons in my life so. Putting the slightly more serious note under the cut:
Ive also noticed that Ive just about lost my appetite? Normally I constantly want to eat when im stressed out like this but right now I've barely wanted to eat. Id say it was good for me to eat less if this sudden drop off in my appetite wasnt strange for me. Maybe im just a little depressed. I am like. Losing my insurance, feeling stuck in life, etc etc. I do what I can though. Being off of twitter has really helped me feel a little more present in my day to day though, even if it feels annoying and unpleasant to simply "be". Im kind of glad though because I have the ability to "unlock" twitter for a couple of minutes each day and I used it yesterday to make sure I wasnt missing any important messages from folks who DONT know im on break-- either way I nosed through my TL and everyone is just as in a bad a mood as ever. Its like nobody has anything to talk about unless theyre mad about something.
I will say that most of the close friends I've made on there are from our mutual dislike of something, but thank goodness we have things of more substance than that. (looking at Kaf and Miki) I'd say I missed the others but eh. I do miss Emily actually LOL theyre nice! Still thinking about sending them some chocolates proper since the mail wanted to go and burgle the piece I tried sending to them. Me, Nifer and Ryn barely talk so theres not really much to miss-- feels like I miss them already when I'm there. Oh and actually I miss Libby and Olive too theyre both so sweet !
I do wish Ran could still be around, and I liked it when Elora was too. Aka I guess I just miss the quieter times before the rings of power came out? idk! Its not like it was really that much better there honestly. I think-- I like the friends I made there, but I dont like the space at all, and I wish everyone would go somewhere else. Its not healthy, everybody knows its not healthy, and yet they remain.
Anyway. I gotta get dressed to go, Xans up. :(
I really dont want to go LOL my local office is super annoying and doesnt allow for appointments still, doesnt let me have water while im there, AND its this super packed little room they make you wait in. Like buds if youre worried about covid safety... how is this better?
Really hoping it wont be as slammed today as it was when i tried to go on tuesday. I really don't want to be waiting in there forever. Ive got stuff to do! Well, not really, I just want to crochet and sit in bed. my period just started this morning so im cranky !!
At least afterwards me and Xan (my brother) are meant to go out to lunch and get some ice cream as well! We're both off today so hopefully we can get up to a bit of fun. Ive been pretty on edge recently with all the goings ons in my life so. Putting the slightly more serious note under the cut:
Ive also noticed that Ive just about lost my appetite? Normally I constantly want to eat when im stressed out like this but right now I've barely wanted to eat. Id say it was good for me to eat less if this sudden drop off in my appetite wasnt strange for me. Maybe im just a little depressed. I am like. Losing my insurance, feeling stuck in life, etc etc. I do what I can though. Being off of twitter has really helped me feel a little more present in my day to day though, even if it feels annoying and unpleasant to simply "be". Im kind of glad though because I have the ability to "unlock" twitter for a couple of minutes each day and I used it yesterday to make sure I wasnt missing any important messages from folks who DONT know im on break-- either way I nosed through my TL and everyone is just as in a bad a mood as ever. Its like nobody has anything to talk about unless theyre mad about something.
I will say that most of the close friends I've made on there are from our mutual dislike of something, but thank goodness we have things of more substance than that. (looking at Kaf and Miki) I'd say I missed the others but eh. I do miss Emily actually LOL theyre nice! Still thinking about sending them some chocolates proper since the mail wanted to go and burgle the piece I tried sending to them. Me, Nifer and Ryn barely talk so theres not really much to miss-- feels like I miss them already when I'm there. Oh and actually I miss Libby and Olive too theyre both so sweet !
I do wish Ran could still be around, and I liked it when Elora was too. Aka I guess I just miss the quieter times before the rings of power came out? idk! Its not like it was really that much better there honestly. I think-- I like the friends I made there, but I dont like the space at all, and I wish everyone would go somewhere else. Its not healthy, everybody knows its not healthy, and yet they remain.
Anyway. I gotta get dressed to go, Xans up. :(
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Date: 2023-03-04 09:16 am (UTC)I hope your appetite changes isn't nothing too serious :( I go through periods like that too as well and I know it can be hard trying to work up a care to eat but at least getting like crackers or something light in you is better than nothing 🫂 I understand privs are used to like. vent and whatever (it's not like I'm completely innocent of that) but I have noticed it's just everyone being upset over something as well. It sucks cause it really does bring the mood down and I don't know, I guess it's just how twitter works now and it's disappointing :/ Everyone misses you dear but don't force yourself to be on there if you. don't want to, 🫂 if you still decide to just do art updates only, you know I'll be hanging around here or discord I am not easy to get rid of sadly 💕
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my usual complaints!
Also yeah I didnt even make it into the social security office. I got there when they first opened and there was a line out the door !! ridiculous !! I hope its not so bad when you go !