Morning.... but at what cost
Mar. 12th, 2023 07:46 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
verchielmarchYesterday was alright. I woke up super early, tripped and fell walking out of my bedroom (miraculously i did not injure myself) and then got ready to go to my dads. My reason for going to my dads? legos. its lego time. The rivendell set is HERE! Im building it over at my dads because:
1. No cats (sorry to my cats)
2. Hes actually got room to display it lol
It was going great ! I was anticipating building it WITH other people but it very quickly became a solo project. I think perhaps my other brothers just dont have the lego mindset or something loll I built the entire tower portion yesterday!
So cute !!!!!!!!!!
Now im off for some way less exciting stuff. I woke up this morning and all i could think was.... I dont want to be awake! I work today (a tiny shift) but then tomorrow im working 11 hours with no break (thanks Georgia labor laws ♥) and.. yeah ill have to go to bed super early tonight so ill barely have a day to speak of. I have a feeling im going to be pretty miserable today alas !
Building the legos was a lovely distraction but I dont know if you can tell from my posts but... ive been sad A LOT! Alas I am not vulnerable very often, and most of the time me being vulnerable leads to me getting hurt because im always.... misjudging i guess. So. I would talk about how serious the depression was right now but if im going to do anything about it i dont really want people aware so I'll leave it there. Thats all ! :) I'm probably going to crochet before I work.
1. No cats (sorry to my cats)
2. Hes actually got room to display it lol
It was going great ! I was anticipating building it WITH other people but it very quickly became a solo project. I think perhaps my other brothers just dont have the lego mindset or something loll I built the entire tower portion yesterday!
So cute !!!!!!!!!!
Now im off for some way less exciting stuff. I woke up this morning and all i could think was.... I dont want to be awake! I work today (a tiny shift) but then tomorrow im working 11 hours with no break (thanks Georgia labor laws ♥) and.. yeah ill have to go to bed super early tonight so ill barely have a day to speak of. I have a feeling im going to be pretty miserable today alas !
Building the legos was a lovely distraction but I dont know if you can tell from my posts but... ive been sad A LOT! Alas I am not vulnerable very often, and most of the time me being vulnerable leads to me getting hurt because im always.... misjudging i guess. So. I would talk about how serious the depression was right now but if im going to do anything about it i dont really want people aware so I'll leave it there. Thats all ! :) I'm probably going to crochet before I work.
