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verchielmarchIm depressed man I really struggle sometimes with feeling alone and not worth loving so its pretty. bad. I mean im only 23. Ive got plenty of time. I just......... it seems to happen again and again. 20s are rough nobody is really good ever around this age. Maybe its just my period talking but I really cant help this terrible feeling that I'm just going to be alone for a long long time. Its fine anyway.
And it doesnt help that I feel bored and alone a lot of time, even before I blocked twitter off of my computer. It's just eating me up again, and Im not the sort of person who can really fill that void with working. Like I know something is wrong with me right now and I just... sit in bed about it. I guess it makes sense im upset even if I push so hard to say I'm fine. Oh well.
On a lighter note I'm playing the sims 4 and really enjoying making Sam/Frodo/Rosie and building Bag End. Maybe I just need to get back into the sims LOL.
Thats all.
And it doesnt help that I feel bored and alone a lot of time, even before I blocked twitter off of my computer. It's just eating me up again, and Im not the sort of person who can really fill that void with working. Like I know something is wrong with me right now and I just... sit in bed about it. I guess it makes sense im upset even if I push so hard to say I'm fine. Oh well.
On a lighter note I'm playing the sims 4 and really enjoying making Sam/Frodo/Rosie and building Bag End. Maybe I just need to get back into the sims LOL.
Thats all.
